My mood has somewhat darkened over the past couple of hours.  Hm.  Probably not a good thing.

Maybe it's 'coz I'm super tired but I'm still sitting here, listening to JE boys in an attempt to make myself feel better.  Feel better about what, again, I don't know.  (Even though I secretly do, I just don't want to think about it).

Hung out with Becca and Jason, who are now (finally) a couple.  It didn't bother me that they were somewhat cuddly too much.  Just kind of made me feel... like I'm missing out.  Not to be confused with left out (Jason made sure I didn't feel left out), mind you.  It's kind of like I got invited to a party but had something else that needed to be done.  Like I could have gone and had a great time, but I didn't.

Wow, JE boys are not making me feel any better.  Maybe it is sleepiness.  (But, mostly, I think it's loneliness).  Actually, I think it might be because I ate way too much at dinner.  Yeah, I think I'll go sleep off all this food.

I got to see Becca today!  I was so happy!  We did lunch at Buffalo Wild Wings.  She called me at 8:30 this morning and told me she wasn't going to be able to come up, so I was all, "Well, this week will start of grand, ne?"  But then she called me back and was all, "I'll see you after your class!"  So that was wicked awesome.  ^_^ v

And then I got a fish!  Well, I should say that Chelsea was amazing and got him for me.  (どうもありがとうございます!!)  He's a fantail goldfish and his name is Henry.  I was debating on a name for a while.  The guy at Wal-Mart said that his name was Guppy, but I really didn't like that name.  Then I was gonna name him Henda (へんだ) because he's a strange one and open and closes his mouth a lot more often than all the other fish I've ever seen do.  But Henda changed to Henry, and that's his name
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I am a little worried about him, though... He does open his mouth a lot more than the other fish he was in the same tank with.  He doesn't eat much and a little while ago, he threw up some of the stuff he had just eaten.  And one gill looks redder than I think it should...  But my poor baby was stuck in a Wal-Mart tank that the guy was supposed to get rid of because the people who cleaned them never came and no one would tell that one guy how to clean the tanks and... Ugh... My poor baby!  What horrible conditions to be in!  Hopefully he'll get better being in a clean bowl with decent food and some TLC.

Ah!  He's eating again!  Yay!  Now, don't throw it up, dear...  FUCK.  >_<  Stop it, baby!  You're making me worry! ;=;

Now he's acting kind of weird... Like, swimming right next to the class face-first and flailing about... He didn't used to do that...  Oh, my poor baby!  >_<

Memo to self: Buy some different food, see if he keeps it down any better...

Okay, I'll keep an eye on him for a few days and if he gets any worse, I'll seek professional help.  Henry finally decided to pose nice for me so I got some pictures of the gill that scares me.

It's 4 AM. And I'm still awake.

...

What the fucking hell??

I got some new icons. And I got a new LJ Mood (credit to care_chan !)

I got to talk to Becca, too. Hopefully, she'll be comin' up tomorrow morning to drop her brother and his finance off back at their apartment up here.  If we plan it right, she and I will be able to do lunch!  ^_^  It'll be the first time I've seen her since break.  I'm excited!  I love Becca~ <3<3

*sigh* We'll leave this weekend with a smile on our face, however fake.  Here's to hoping this week will give me a reason to really smile, ne.